Introduction

Hi! I am Daniel Lim Jhao Jian. Since the inception of this blog in June 2009, I have been sharing a lot of my experience, knowledge and ideas here. I hope you will find this blog useful. Thank you for visiting my blog.

Thursday, 4 May 2017

My dream about a movie

One night in March 2017, I had a dream that I was watching a movie. I have no idea why I had this dream. In reality, I have never watched any similar movie, neither did I read any similar story. The plot of the movie I watched in my dream is like this:


The main character of the movie is a man who works in an electronics factory. One day, he was walking on the 2nd floor corridor of the factory, carrying an electric meter in his hand. The electric meter had definitely been disconnected from the electricity. The man saw his co-worker on the other end of the corridor. He threw the electric meter towards his co-worker and told him to catch it. However, as soon as his co-worker caught the electric meter, the co-worker had a severe electric shock. It was surprising that the co-worker got the shock from the electric meter even though it was not connected to the electricity.

Some time later, the man was walking on the same 2nd floor corridor in the factory. Outside the corridor there was a safety net. He felt that the net was a bit messy, so he reached out his hand to adjust the net. When he touched the net, it started vibrating violently, as if something was bouncing on the net. Strangely, he could see nothing on the net, neither could anyone else. Nobody could explain why the net vibrated. This incident, in addition to the previous incident, caused many workers to believe that the factory is haunted.

The boss of the factory decided to have a talk with the man regarding the incidents. The boss told him about something that happened in the past. Previously, the factory used to be a sports complex, and the was a tennis court below the 2nd floor corridor. One day, a boy who was a newbie in tennis joined his friends to play tennis at that court. When he was playing, due to lack of skills he hit the ball straight upwards. Surprisingly, the tennis ball didn't fall back down, instead it was bouncing in mid-air, even though there was nothing for the ball to bounce on to. The boy and his friends were really frightened by that and the sports complex was thought to be haunted.

Because of that incident, the management of the sports complex sold the place at a low price, and the place was transformed into the electronics factory. The boss of the factory kept the whole thing secret because he didn't want the workers to know about it. For quite a long time nothing happened at the factory, until the two incidents which just happened. Since both incidents involved the same man, the boss felt that it might have something to do with him so that's why the boss told him everything. After knowing all these, the man felt helpless and he went to consult a scientist.

Through some investigations, the scientist found out that the man is actually a mutant species, like an X-Men. He has the mutant ability to manipulate an object across time and space. This explains the weird incidents that happened at the factory. For the first incident, when he threw the electric meter towards his co-worker, he brought the electric meter from the past to the present. Since the electric meter was connected to the electricity in the past, when it was brought to the present it gave the co-worker an electric shock.

For the second incident, when the man touched the safety net, he brought it to the past, or more precisely, to the moment when the boy hit the tennis ball vertically upwards, and at the same time, the tennis ball was brought to the present. As a result, the tennis ball of the past was bouncing on the safety net of the present. This explains why in the past incident the tennis ball seemed to bounce in the mid-air while in the second incident the safety net seemed to vibrate violently on its own.

However, the man never knew previously that he is a mutant species and he never consciously activated his mutant ability, in fact he didn't even know how to activate it. Through some questioning by the scientist, it was found out that the man once made a mistake in the past which caused his wife to leave him. He regretted the mistake very much and he kept thinking about it until now. The fact is that, whenever he dwells himself too deeply in his past mistake, he inadvertently activated his mutant ability, which led to the incidents at the factory.

Now that the man understood everything, he chooses to live the life of a normal human rather than a mutant. However, he doesn't know how to prevent himself from activating his mutant ability. The scientist encouraged him to attend counselling sessions to help him move on from his past mistake. With that, he no longer thinks about his past mistake, so he no longer inadvertently activates his mutant ability. No more weird incidents happen at the factory, and he is definitely happier than before.


So, that's the movie I watched in my dream. This movie is definitely quite weird, and I doubt there is a real movie with a plot like this. However, I feel that this movie gives a good life lesson: Instead of keep regretting over our past mistakes, we should move on from it and embrace it as part of our life experience.

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Monday, 3 April 2017

My learning of English language

English is one of the most commonly used international languages in the world. Therefore, it is important to learn English. In Malaysia, English is the second language for many people. Many Malaysians have either Malay, Chinese or Tamil as their first language. However, it is a bit different for my case.

At home, I speak English to almost every one in my family, whether it is my parents, my grandfather, my uncle and aunt or my cousins, except for my grandmother. Many of my family members were English educated. I only speak Mandarin Chinese to my grandmother, because she does not know English. Since when I was still a child, my family had taught me English. Due to the fact that I spoke English with my family a lot, I was quite fluent in English at a young age.

In 2002, I started primary school. My family decided to send me to a Chinese school. My batch was the last batch of students before the Ministry of Education implemented the policy of teaching Mathematics and Science subjects in English. Throughout the 6 years of primary school, I learnt all subjects in Chinese. In the beginning, I actually preferred to be taught in English because I was not so good in Chinese.

For my batch, English was not officially taught in Chinese schools until Year 3. However, my school decided to still provide some English classes for Year 1 and 2. In Year 1, I had just one English class every week. At that time, my English was better compared to many of my classmates. However, for some reason I could not score very well for English in the examinations. My examination results for English was often worse compared to the other subjects, although I still always scored grade A.

In Year 2, I started having several English classes in school every week. My English examination results improved at that time. I was able to score full marks for English in 3 out of 4 of the school examinations. I can still remember that I did not score full marks in one of the examinations because I got confused between 'dress' and 'skirt'. In Year 3, English became an official subject at my school. I continued to score very well for English in examinations, although I was not able to maintain my record of getting full marks.

During primary school, I mostly spoke in Mandarin Chinese to my classmates and teachers. Many of them were not very good at speaking English. When I sometimes spoke a few sentences in English, this was often frowned upon by some of them. I hardly read English books or watched English movies, because I preferred Chinese books and movies, partly due to the influence of my classmates. My family had advised me to read English books and watch English movies because that could help improve my English skills, but I refused to listen to them.

From Year 4 to Year 6, all subjects in the school examinations including English were set according to the UPSR examination format. At that time, I continued scoring excellent results for English in examinations. I was one of the top students for the English subject in my class. My target was to get straight A's in the UPSR, and I considered English along with Mathematics to be the easiest subjects which I was 100% sure of getting grade A.

However, there was a slight problem. For Section C of Paper 2 of the English subject, we had to write 3 paragraphs, each consisting of a few sentences, based on the pictures and keywords given. My teacher had always advised us to write compound and complex sentences instead of simple sentences in that section. However, I never listened to my teacher's advice and I kept writing simple sentences most of the time.

There were a few occasions where my teacher did not give me full marks for Section C even though I did not make any grammatical errors, because I wrote only simple sentences. That was an indication that I needed to improve on my English skills. However, it did not have any impact on my ability to score grade A, so I did not do anything about that. Eventually, I scored grade A for English in the UPSR examination.

In 2008, I entered secondary school. Throughout secondary school, I learnt Mathematics and Science subjects in English and other subjects in Malay. However, many of my teachers explained Mathematics and Science in Malay. I mostly spoke either in Malay or Chinese to my friends and teachers in secondary school, because many of them were not good at speaking English. Sometimes, my friends attempted to speak to me in English, but I found it difficult to speak to them because they were poor in English, so I would often switch the conversation back to Malay or Chinese.

From Form 1 to Form 3, the school examinations for all subjects were set according to the PMR examination format. For English, there were essay writing, summary and literature sections which I had not encountered during primary school previously. At that time, English became one of the subjects that I consider as difficult, along with Chinese and Malay. This was in contrast to during primary school where I considered English as the easiest subject.

I found language subjects including English difficult because unlike subjects such as Mathematics, Science, History or Geography, it is not possible to actually study for the examination, except for the literature section. I aimed to get straight A's in the PMR examination, and I was a bit worried about not being able to score A for English. I was still able to get A for English in every school examination, although my score was not very good sometimes. Eventually, I obtained grade A for English in the PMR examination.

During secondary school, there was not much improvement in my English skills, because I hardly spoke English in school and I still did not like to read English books or watch English movies. I started having internet access in 2009, but I hardly read news or articles online. My family had several times pointed out that my English vocabulary was poor and that I often made grammatical errors when speaking English. I too realised my weakness in English, but I did not feel the need to improve on it. Once, my father bought me a few English novels. I completed one of the novels, but I did not bother reading the rest.

At the beginning of Form 4 in 2011, I felt that the English subject in SPM examination had a low standard because its format seemed so easy, especially for Paper 2. In Paper 2, Section A just consisted of some multiple-choice questions, Section B and C were just about copying the answers from the materials given, while Section D was the literature section which I could study for it. As for Paper 1, we had to write essays which was not something new. In fact, I felt that SPM English seemed to be even easier compared to PMR.

However, I later realised that English wasn't as easy as it seemed to be. The time allocated for Paper 1 was just 1 hour 45 minutes. Having to write 2 long essays within 1 hour 45 minutes was very challenging and I often had to rush a lot during the examinations to finish it on time. Therefore, I started considering English Paper 1 to be quite difficult, but I still felt that Paper 2 was easy. During Form 4, I was still able to score excellent results for English in school examinations. In 3 out of 4 of the examinations, I obtained grade A+.

In Form 5, the English subject became even more difficult. Unlike Form 4, we had to study a novel for the literature section instead of just short stories. The novel was very long and there were a lot of things that I need to study about it, so I found it quite tedious. Somewhere during Form 5, my school changed the English teacher for my class. My previous teacher was not good at teaching, but she was very nice. I preferred to continue to be taught by her, but my school insisted on the change. In the beginning, my new teacher seemed to teach quite well.

The new teacher told us that for Section B and C in Paper 2, our answers had to be very precise and we were not allowed to write more than what was required by the question. This was something I did not know previously because my previous teacher did not tell us about it. I always had the habit of writing very long answers, so this was a new challenge for me. Worst of all, as time went on, it became clear that the new teacher was actually even worse at teaching than the previous teacher. She taught us absolutely nothing about the novel and as a result I had no idea how to answer the literature section.

I started considering English to be one of the most difficult subject in SPM. This was in sharp contrast to what I felt about English when I first started Form 4. My family advised me to attend tuition classes for English, but I refused because that would cause me to have less time to do revision for other subjects. I was aiming for straight A+ in the SPM examination so I was very stressed with my studies during Form 5. In the 1st school examination, I obtained A+ for English but my score was not very good. In the 2nd examination, the essay I wrote went out of topic because I rushed too much in Paper 1, and English ended up being the only subject I did not get A+.

Later, I heard of a rumour from my friend that for the one-word topic in the Continuous Writing section of Paper 1, we were allowed to make that word as a person's name and then write a story about the person. Therefore, it would be possible for us to prepare a well-written story about a person before hand, memorise it and then use it in any examination. I asked my teacher about that and she confirmed that it was true. I was very happy and decided to go ahead with that because it would instantly solve the problem of not having enough time for Paper 1 and also guarantee that I would score well in Paper 1.

I spent some time to come up with a good story about a person and I used it for the first time during the SPM Trial examination in August 2012. However, it turned out that the story I wrote had some grammatical errors so I did not get a good score for that. Besides, I scored poorly in the literature section because I did not add in my personal response. I did not know that a personal response was required since my teacher never taught about that. I also lost a few marks in Section B of Paper 2 for writing too long answers. I ended up getting only 88 marks for English, but I managed to convince my teacher to give me 2 bonus marks so that I could get grade A+.

After that, I showed my grandfather the story. He corrected the grammatical errors in it and also modified some parts of the story to make it more realistic. However, shortly before my SPM examination, my teacher told us the latest update that we were no longer allowed to use the one-word topic as a person's name, which put to an end the practice of memorising a story before hand. As a result, I could no longer use the story I prepared for the SPM and once again I had to actually write the essay during the examination. I was quite disappointed and worried about that.

During the SPM English examination in November 2012, I wrote the first half of the Continuous Writing very well. However, I again ran into the problem of not having enough time. I had to rush the second half so I could not write it very well. I also had problems with the literature section. I knew that I had to add in my personal response, but I was not sure how I should write it. I was still quite confident of getting A+ for English in SPM, although I was not 100% sure. Instead, I was more worried of other subjects such as Biology, ICT and Malay.

When my SPM results was released, it turned out that my results was 9A+ 1A and the only subject I did not score A+ was English. I was really surprised by that and I just couldn't understand why this happened. However, I was very happy that I obtained 9A+ in SPM. Along with my SPM results, I also received GCE O Level grade 2A for English which was awarded by Cambridge International Examinations (CIE). I requested a recheck for SPM English subject. Later, the results for the recheck was released and there was no change in my grade.

In January 2013, I started studying A Level at Taylor's College Subang Jaya. All A Level subjects were taught fully in English. My teachers also explained everything and spoke to us fully in English, unlike during secondary school. English was widely spoken in Taylor's College. All my friends could speak English well, due to the fact that they were mostly from Subang Jaya. In the beginning, I only spoke in English with my friends. Later, as I became closer to them, we started speaking a mixture of English and Chinese. I definitely spoke English much more compared to during secondary school.

I also started reading English news and articles on the internet quite often. My first few months of A Level were quite relaxing and I had a lot of free time, so I wrote several posts on this blog, all in English. I was used to having to write long essays with correct grammar during Form 4 and 5. Because of that influence, the blog posts I wrote at that time were much longer compared to my previous posts on this blog and I also made sure that my grammar was correct when writing the posts, which sometimes required me to search on Google. 

Due to the fact that I spoke and had exposure to a lot of English during A Level and that I wrote a lot on this blog, my English skills improved significantly during 2013 compared to previously. In November 2013, I took the Bio Medical Admissions Test (BMAT) as part of my application to UK universities. There was a writing task in Section 3 of the BMAT and I was able to write the essay reasonably well. My results for Section 3 was 4/5 for content and grade B for language. My results was sufficiently good to meet the requirements of the universities that I applied to.

In December 2013, I took the International English Language Testing System (IELTS). The IELTS had 4 components, Speaking, Listening, Reading and Writing. I felt that Reading and Listening were very easy, while Speaking and Writing were quite difficult. Eventually, I obtained a band score of 6.5 for Speaking, 8.5 for Listening, 9.0 for Reading and 7.0 for Writing, while my overall band score was 8.0. This was a great improvement over my results for SPM English one year ago. Although my overall IELTS results was very good, getting 6.5 in Speaking put me at a disadvantage because some universities require a band score of 7.0 in every single component.

When I applied to Newcastle University Medicine Malaysia, I had to write a personal statement. I had previously written a personal statement for my UCAS application and I thought of just reusing it. I asked one of my friend who had a lot of experience in writing personal statements for advice. However, she said that my previous personal statement was written very poorly so I should rewrite it completely, and she gave me some tips for that. Later, I put in my effort to rewrite a new personal statement. My friend said that it was a great improvement over the previous one, but there were still some weaknesses. Under her guidance, I modified the personal statement and it was satisfactorily good for the university application.

From March to August 2014, I attended several interviews for my application to medical schools which include University of Hong Kong, Perdana University, International Medical University, Newcastle University Medicine Malaysia and SEGi University. The interviews were all held fully in English. It was important for me to be able to speak good English during the interviews. I made preparation for each interview by searching on the internet for tips and practising with my friends. My experience in those interviews helped improve my English skills.

In September 2014, I started studying Medicine at Newcastle University Medicine (NUMed) Malaysia. On the first day, there was an English language proficiency test. The lecturer explained that the purpose of the test was to assess our ability to write in academic writing style which is different from IELTS style and that students who fail the test had to attend English classes throughout the 1st semester. During the test, I had to write an essay and I felt that I did not write it well so I thought I would fail it. Out of my expectation, I passed the test successfully and only 18 out of 120 students in my batch passed it.

Since NUMed is a UK university, English is definitely widely spoken in NUMed. The Medicine course at NUMed is taught entirely in English, so is all the assessments. The lecturers also speak to us fully in English. All students in NUMed can speak English well, since they were assessed on their English skills before they were accepted into the course. I speak to most of my friends in English. I seldom speak in Chinese or Malay because I find it awkward to change to another language after getting used to speaking to them in English.

There are several assignments that I had to do in Medicine course as part of the assessment. Quality of English language is one of the skills assessed in every assignment. In the beginning, I was quite poor at assignments because I had no experience in doing them since I never had any assignments in A Level previously. However, I was still able to get a good score for quality of English which partly helped me in passing the assignment. Later, as I gain more experience, I improved greatly in the assignments.

Wednesday, 1 March 2017

The definition of success

In Cambridge A Level, there's the Outstanding Cambridge Learner Award. In medical schools, there's the Merit or Distinction award. Those awards are only given to students who get the highest scores in their cohort.

As you may have expected, some students aim for those awards. They define success as getting the awards and they are obsessed with it.

However, I have never aimed for those awards and I will never aim for it. The reason is simple. The awards aren't a measure of excellence of a student's performance, instead it's merely a comparison of a student's performance with other students. The problem lies with the comparison part.

Success is defined by how well we do ourself, not how well we do compared to others. To achieve success, we should strive to do the best of ourself and to overcome our weaknesses. We can learn the good things from others if we think it's helpful, but ultimately it's our own performance that matters.

Whether we do better than others or not, it's meaningless. If we aim for those awards, it means we are using other students' performances to define our own success. We have no control on their performances, so such a definition of success is totally wrong.

In addition, by defining success as getting those awards, we are essentially saying that vast majority of the students will fail no matter what, since only those few students at the top can get the awards. This shows how wrong it is.

Therefore, no student should be aiming for those awards. If you have been aiming for it, I would strongly advise you to reconsider that aim.

Saturday, 18 February 2017

Bill Gates' 11 Rules of Life?

There is a rumour circulating on the internet that Bill Gates, the founder of Microsoft, gave a speech to high school students about the '11 Rules of Life' just before he retired. You probably have come across it too. These are his '11 Rules of Life':

RULE 1
Life is not fair – get used to it.

RULE 2
The world won’t care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something before you feel good about yourself.

RULE 3
You will not make 40 thousand dollars a year right out of high school. You won’t be a vice president with car phone, until you earn both.

RULE 4
If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. He doesn’t have tenure.

RULE 5
Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had a different word for burger flipping, they called it opportunity.

RULE 6
If you mess up, it’s not your parents’ fault, so don’t whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

RULE 7
Before you were born, your parents weren’t as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you are. So before you save the rainforest from the parasites of your parent’s generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.

RULE 8
Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life has not. In some schools they have abolished failing grades and they’ll give you as many times as you want to get the right answer. This doesn’t bear the slightest resemblance to anything in real life.

RULE 9
Life is not divided into semesters. You don’t get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you find yourself. Do that on your own time.

RULE 10
Television is not real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

RULE 11
Be nice to nerds. Chances are you’ll end up working for one.


Actually, there is no evidence that the '11 Rules of Life' really came from Bill Gates. Personally, I think that the '11 Rules of Life' is a horrible piece of advice. A well known person like Bill Gates most probably wouldn't have given such advice, but if he did, then he just lost all my respect towards him.

Basically, the '11 Rules of Life' says that success is all about holding the highest position and earning the most money, and that we have to kowtow to others and go against our own principles and interests to achieve success. This is definitely not right! If we were to go with its definition of success, then majority of the people in this world, who isn't a CEO and a billionaire, have failed their lives. It is impossible for everybody to be CEO's and billionaires.

In reality, there is much more to life than just work and money. To live a happy life, we shouldn't stress ourselves too much and we need to have some time to do what we enjoy. It is meaningless to achieve the so-called 'success' if we aren't happy. If we really follow the '11 Rules of Life', we are just going to end up becoming a workaholic, stressful, selfish and boring person. Therefore, the '11 Rules of Life' is something that everybody should stay away from.

In my opinion, the correct '11 Rules of Life' should be like this:

RULE 1
A lot of things in life isn't fair. If you think of changing them, that’s good, but remember that even if you spend your whole life trying, you won't be able to change everything, because there is simply too many.

RULE 2
Before you can expect the world to care about your self-esteem, you have to value your own self-esteem first.

RULE 3
You won't make 40 thousand dollars a year right out of high school, neither you will become a vice president. But that shouldn’t matter at all, because success isn’t measured by the amount of money you earn or the position you hold.

RULE 4
If you think your teacher is tough, remember that it’s for your own good, so don’t complain about that. But if you think your boss is tough, don’t hesitate to change your job. Life is short, so don’t waste it on a boss like that.

RULE 5
Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Every job deserves respect.

RULE 6
If you mess up, it’s not your parents’ fault. You yourself are responsible for your own life.

RULE 7
Before you were born, your parents weren’t as busy as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talking about how cool you are. So, always treat your parents well and don’t ever neglect them.

RULE 8
Whether in school or in real life, don’t bother about winning or losing. As long as you always do your best and overcome your weaknesses, you are already the champion.

RULE 9
Life is not divided into semesters, you don’t get summers off. But that doesn’t mean you can’t find free time to do what you enjoy.

RULE 10
Television is not real life. If you like to watch television, there is nothing wrong with that, but remember that in real life you don't have a lot of free time to watch television, so time management is very important.

RULE 11
Be nice to nerds, they are humans too just like us.

Sunday, 22 January 2017

NUMed MBBS Assignment Samples

For the MBBS course at Newcastle University Medicine Malaysia (NUMed), there are several assignments as part of the course assessment. Here, I am sharing a copy of my assignments. These assignment samples are intended for all NUMed students who began the MBBS course in 2016 or earlier. You may use them as a guide to complete your assignments.

NOTICE: 
1. These samples are only intended as a guide for you. Please note that PLAGIARISM IS STRICTLY PROHIBITED. If you submit an assignment with plagiarised work, this will cause you to fail your assignment and professionalism.
2. My assignments are definitely not perfect. I have highlighted the weaknesses of my assignments in the comments' section. You should try to avoid these when doing your assignment.
3. The instructions and guidelines for every assignment may change from year to year. The way the assignments should be done may be different for your year compared to my year. You should ensure that you follow the instructions given to you.
4. I uploaded the assignment samples as PDF files. However, depending on the assignment, you may have to submit it as Word document or PowerPoint presentation.
5. For students who begin the MBBS course in 2017 or later, a new curriculum is introduced, which is significantly different from the existing curriculum. As such, these assignment samples may no longer be relevant.


STAGE 1 NEWSPAPER ARTICLE & REFLECTION

Link: Not available
My Score: Skills - 14.5/25 (58%, Amber), Knowledge - 13.5/20 (68%, Green)
Comments: I did this assignment very poorly because I had no idea how to do it. The reason was that this was my first assignment after starting university and I had no experience in doing assignments. Therefore, I will not upload this assignment as it will not be a good guide for you. Sorry about that.


STAGE 1 CRITICAL APPRAISAL & LITERATURE REVIEW

Literature Review Title: Evaluate The Benefits And Risks Of Statin Treatment With Respect To Both Cardiovascular Disease And Diabetes
My Score: Skills - 27/45 (60%, Amber), Knowledge - 25/35 (71%, Green)
Assignment Date: January 2015
Comments: The greatest problem with this assignment was that I made very few citations, especially for Part 1. I was very stressed when doing this assignment, and as a result I left out the citations. I lost several marks for Skills due to that. Besides, the weaknesses in Part 2 were that I did not have any subheadings and I reviewed the articles one after another rather than in an integrated manner. 


STAGE 1 FAMILY STUDY

My Score: Skills - 43.5/50 (87%, Green), Knowledge - 42/50 (84%, Green)
Assignment Date: March 2015
Comments: I obtained an excellent score for this assignment, which was much higher than the average score of all students. The way I presented the assignment was significantly different compared to that of many other students, but this was not an issue because I still followed the instructions of the assignment. The only weakness was that there were very few subheadings in my assignment.


STAGE 2 PATIENT STUDY

My Score: Skills - 37/50 (74%, Green), Knowledge - 38/50 (76%, Green)
Assignment Date: February 2016
Comments: I scored quite well in this assignment, but there were some weaknesses. My explanation was incomplete in some areas. Besides, some of the sources that I used as references were not professional sources. I also used very few subheadings, tables and graphs in my assignment.


STAGE 2 SSC LITERATURE REVIEW

Literature Review Title: Is Mirror Therapy An Effective Treatment Option For Phantom Limb?
My Score: Skills - 32/40 (80%, Green), Knowledge - 34.5/45 (76.7%, Green)
Assignment Date: March 2016
Comments: I obtained a rather good score for this assignment, but I had some weaknesses. My explanation was not very detailed and I did not integrate the articles well when reviewing them.


STAGE 2 SSC ORAL PRESENTATION

Oral Presentation Title: Treatment Of Phantom Limb
My Score: Skills - 12.5/20 (62.5%, Green), Knowledge - 3.5/5 (70%, Green)
Assignment Date: April 2016
Comments: I obtained a rather good score for this assignment, but I had some weaknesses. The text in my presentation was a bit small and I used very few pictures.


STAGE 4 SSC1 ORAL PRESENTATION

Oral Presentation Title: Perception of Medical Students on the Single Best Answer (SBA) Examinations in NUMed
My Score: Skills - 36/50 (72%, Green), Knowledge - 6/10 (60%, Amber)
Assignment Date: February 2018


STAGE 4 SSC2 POSTER & ABSTRACT

Audit Title: Audit on Clinical Monitoring and Care of Type 2 Diabetes Mellitus Patients at Klinik Kesihatan Mahmoodiah (KKM)
My Score: Skills - 34/40 (85%, Green), Knowledge - 34/40 (85%, Green)
Assignment Date: March 2018


STAGE 4 SSC3 EPORTFOLIO

SSC Title: Cardiothoracic Anaesthesia and Intensive Care
My Score: PASS in all components of assessment
Assignment Date: May 2018


STAGE 5 ELECTIVE ASSIGNMENT

Elective Title: Primary Care
My Score: 40/40 (100%, Green)
Assignment Date: October 2018

Saturday, 17 December 2016

My mistake during the System-based Weeks

Stage 3 of my MBBS course at NUMed consisted of three parts. It was the System-based Weeks, followed by the Hospital-based Weeks, and then the Essential Junior Rotations.

During the System-based Weeks, I was placed in Clinical Group 3 (CG 3). All students in CG 1 to 4 were posted to Hospital Sultanah Nora Ismail in Batu Pahat. We travelled to Batu Pahat together and stayed in the same hotel every week, and occasionally we also had large group outings. Therefore, every one in CG 1 to 4 were often together. However, during the teaching sessions, I was with CG 3 and 4 only.

Coincidentally, my best friend in NUMed was placed in CG 3 with me, and I was definitely very glad about that. However, I didn't know most of the other students in CG 3, and this was the case for CG 4 as well. On the other hand, I had known many of the students in CG 1 and 2 even before starting Stage 3. At the start of the System-based Weeks in September 2016, I quickly became close friends with those in CG 1 and 2.

However, I didn't attempt to get to know those in CG 3 and 4, so I wasn't close to them (apart from my best friend in CG 3). As time went on, nothing changed. I kept staying in my comfort zone by only talking to my friends in CG 1 and 2, while I hardly talked to my CG 3 and 4 group mates. Whenever I joined outings that involved CG 1 to 4, I seemed to be a very sociable person, but whenever I was with just CG 3 and 4, I became very quiet.

My CG 3 and 4 group mates were actually quite nice, but I didn't appreciate them. On 29 September 2016, it was my first formative clinical assessment in Stage 3. Due to lack of preparation and experience, I performed very poorly in the assessment. One of my group mate in CG 4 then approached me and offered to give me some guidance for the assessment. However, I just told her coldly that I didn't need any guidance.

My best friend also didn't know anyone in CG 3 and 4 earlier. But unlike me, he took the step to get to know them. Pretty soon, he became very close to them and they liked him a lot. For sure, if I was willing to do the same, I too could have a good relationship with them. Unfortunately, I never realised that throughout the System-based Weeks. Instead, I only cared about my friends in CG 1 and 2.

On 25 October 2016 which was during the final week of the System-based Weeks, every one of us in CG 1 to 4 went to Old Street Commercial Centre in Batu Pahat. It was a very beautiful place and many of my friends were taking photographs there. I could have taken photos with my CG 3 and 4 group mates and that was the last opportunity for me to have some good memories with them, but I didn't bother to do so.

27 October 2016 was the last day of the System-based Weeks. During the journey back from Batu Pahat to NUMed, my best friend was sitting at the back of the bus and surrounding him were a few of our CG 3 and 4 group mates. He was talking to them throughout the journey and obviously he would miss them a lot after the System-based Weeks. Looking at his close relationship with them, I suddenly felt envy.

I began to think, why my best friend was so close to them while I was not? At that point, I finally realised that I had been making a mistake throughout the System-based Weeks, the mistake of not getting out of my comfort zone to get to know my CG 3 and 4 group mates and be friends with them. Although I did enjoy the System-based Weeks, I was missing out on a friendship that I shouldn't have missed. I really regretted the mistake.

Sadly, it was already too late at that time. For the Hospital-based Weeks, I was placed in Hospital Based Group B1 (HBG B1) and none of my CG 3 and 4 group mates were in HBG B1. Since I was no longer in the same group with my CG 3 and 4 group mates, I couldn't correct the mistake. All I could do was to not make the same mistake again during the Hospital-based Weeks. I made sure to be friends with my HBG B1 group mates.

Soon after the Hospital-based Weeks started, I heard rumours that the grouping for the Essential Junior Rotations would be the same as the grouping for the System-based Weeks. I felt quite hopeful about that and I told myself that if I could ever be in the same group with my CG 3 and 4 group mates again, I would definitely put in my effort to build a good relationship with all of them.

On 2 December 2016, the group list for the Essential Junior Rotations was released. The rumour earlier turned out to be true to a certain extent. The Essential Junior Rotations grouping was largely based on that of the System-based Weeks, but there were changes for a few students, and unfortunately I was one of them. While most of my CG 3 and 4 group mates were placed in Group 1, I was placed in Group 2 instead. 

I immediately requested the lecturer in charge for a switch from Group 2 to Group 1. Unfortunately, the lecturer said that it wasn't possible to switch groups because the grouping had already been finalised. Therefore, I couldn't be in the same group with my CG 3 and 4 group mates. I felt very upset about that. Just as I thought I would be getting another opportunity to correct the mistake, I lost it once again.

Initially, I was unwilling to accept Group 2 as my group for the Essential Junior Rotations. However, I later reminded myself not to repeat the same mistake with this group. After the Essential Junior Rotations started in January 2017, I put in my efforts to get to know every one in Group 2. Soon, I had a very good relationship with them, even though I didn't know many of them previously. As a result, I liked Group 2 a lot.

The 1st semester of Stage 4 of MBBS started in September 2017. The grouping for this semester turned out to be largely based on the grouping for the Hospital-based Weeks previously. I was placed in Group 4, together with most of my HBG B1 group mates, so I really liked Group 4. However, I still wasn't in the same group with my CG 3 and 4 group mates. At that time, it seemed that I would never get to correct the mistake again.

Semester 2 of Stage 4 consisted of three Student Selected Components (SSC). The SSC 3 could be done either in Malaysia or in UK.

In September 2017, I made the decision to go to UK for my SSC 3. Then in February 2018, NUMed confirmed that I had been offered an SSC at James Cook University Hospital in Middlesbrough, UK. My best friend as well as a few CG 3 and 4 group mates would also be doing their SSC 3 at the same hospital. With that, I was once again hopeful of being able to correct the mistake. I travelled to UK on 13 April 2018.

One day when I was in UK, my best friend told me that he and our CG 3 and 4 group mates were planning to have a one-day trip on that weekend, and he invited me to join them. I gladly accepted the invitation and I prepared to use this opportunity to correct the mistake. On 28 April 2018, we had the one-day trip to Whitby. During the trip, I initiated conversations with my CG 3 and 4 group mates.

Soon enough, we were having quite a lot of conversations and they had become my friends. Thanks to that, the trip with them was really enjoyable. At that time, it had been 18 months since the end of the System-based Weeks. After so long, I finally had the opportunity to correct the mistake that I made during the System-based Weeks. The Whitby trip was a good start, but I knew I wouldn't stop at that.

On 12 May 2018, I had a one-day trip to Durham with my best friend and my CG 3 and 4 group mates. In this trip, I became even closer to them. Once again, I enjoyed the trip very much. After that, we had another one-day trip to Newcastle on 30 May 2018. I then returned to Malaysia on 2 June 2018. I was really glad that I chose to do my SSC 3 in UK, otherwise I wouldn't get to correct the mistake.

I definitely learnt a valuable lesson from the whole mistake, and I will never repeat the same mistake with any of my future group mates.


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Sunday, 20 November 2016

18 November 2016 incident

Here, I would like to write about an incident that happened on 18 November 2016.

At that time, it was my Hospital Based Weeks for Stage 3 of MBBS. On that week, my group was posted to Batu Pahat hospital. As my group was quite large, we were divided into several subgroups for the hospital sessions. There was a seminar room specifically for NUMed students at Batu Pahat hospital. The key of the seminar room belonged to the hospital. They handed it to us but we had to return it before leaving.

The group leader was holding the key initially. She then passed the key to me as my subgroup was using the seminar room on 15 and 16 November. After the hospital sessions on 16 November, I returned the key to the group leader and I didn't hold the key thereafter. On 17 November, we returned to Johor Bahru.

On 18 November, there were lectures at NUMed. On that morning, the group leader received a call from Batu Pahat hospital. They were asking for the whereabouts of the seminar room key, as it wasn't returned to them. The group leader wasn't the last person holding the key as she had passed it to someone else. She asked everyone in our group about it, but no one was having the key.

BG then said that the key might be with me, as she saw the key on my chair in the seminar room right before she left on the previous day. My group mates began questioning me about the key, and that made me panicked a bit. I was in a rush when leaving the hospital on the previous day, so I might have overlooked the key on my chair, which would be a mistake on my part.

However, I definitely didn't put the key on the chair as I wasn't the one holding the key. Someone else must have placed the key there with the intention of passing it to me, but without telling me about it. If I held the key, I wouldn't have left it unattended. Later, my close friend from another group told me not to worry about the incident, as he had found out the truth.

As a matter of fact, OG was holding the key on 17 November. As his subgroup finished the hospital sessions earlier, he wanted to pass the key to me so that he could leave. OG was the one who placed the key on my chair. He didn't inform me about that, probably because he forgot. Consequently, I didn't know that the key was on the chair.

It was largely OG's mistake that the key got lost. Not wanting to be blamed for his own mistake, OG tried to push the blame onto me. OG and BG had a very close relationship, so BG was helping him by telling our group that she last saw the key on my chair, to make it look as if I was the one who lost the key.

When OG and BG were discussing this among themselves in the lecture theatre, my close friend who was sitting near them overheard their conversation. That was how he knew what happened. He then confronted OG and BG, making it clear that he wouldn't allow their plan to succeed. I felt so relieved after my close friend told me what happened.

Later that day, Batu Pahat hospital informed us that they found the key on the floor in the seminar room. The key must have fallen off from my chair. With that, the issue was resolved. BG then told our group that she was the one who placed the key there and she apologised for that. I too apologised to my group for not noticing that the key was on my chair.

OG remained silent and never revealed the truth that it was him who put the key there. Right from the beginning, he should have admitted his mistake and apologised. I am sure it wouldn't be a great issue and I would have been willing to share the responsibility with him. However, OG was too egoistic to do so. In the end, BG shouldered all the responsibility for OG.

BG had been my friend since Stage 1 of MBBS. OG was my housemate but I rarely communicated with him due to our very different personalities, although I did have a high regard for him. I had never expected that BG and OG would do such a thing. This incident really changed my perceptions towards them. On the other hand, this incident proved that my close friend is a true friend.

Monday, 3 October 2016

My 2nd year of MBBS at NUMed

The 2nd year of my MBBS course at Newcastle University Medicine (NUMed) Malaysia lasted for about 9 months from 29 September 2015 to 8 June 2016. In NUMed, 2nd year is known as Stage 2. During Stage 2, I lived in Horizon Residences, Bukit Indah which is accommodation managed by the university. Here, I am writing about my experience when I was in Stage 2.


September 2015:

On 26 September, I moved into Horizon Residences. My parents drove me from Subang Jaya back to Bukit Indah. My housemates also moved in on the same day. Then on 27 September, I and my housemates had dinner together at a Chinese restaurant in Skudai. Stage 2 of Medicine course began on 29 September. It was about a week later compared to the previous years. This marked the end of my 4 month summer break. At that time, I felt that the summer break seemed to pass so quickly and I felt sad because I would not have any more 4 month break in the future. For the 1st semester of Stage 2, I would be studying Thoughts, Senses and Movement (TSM) which comprises the nervous system and musculoskeletal system. For Stage 2, I was assigned the same seminar group as during Stage 1. All my group mates also remained in the same group. I was very happy about this.

October 2015:

In early October, I was still in holiday mood so I did not start doing any revision. My next examination would be the Progress 1 examination in January 2016 which was still a long time away. On 6 October, NUMed distributed the assignments for Stage 2 which are Patient Study and Student Selected Component (SSC). The SSC had 2 parts, Literature Review and Oral Presentation. I expected that the SSC would be quite difficult while the Patient Study would be easier. I planned to do a part of the assignments in November and continue with the rest after the Progress 1 examination. I and my friends went to the EduCity Stadium near NUMed to play badminton on 7 October. As NUMed students, we could access the stadium for free. I was quite poor at badminton and I knew only the basics, but I still enjoyed playing badminton with my friends. This was my 2nd time playing badminton.

I and my friends celebrated the birthday of someone in our group on 12 October. We went to AEON Bukit Indah to buy the ingredients, then we prepared the food for the celebration at Horizon Residences. Since I do not know how to cook, I only helped with the preparation of the drinks. The birthday celebration was held beside the swimming pool of Horizon Residences. We surprised our friend with the celebration. During the celebration, we entered the swimming pool. It was really an interesting birthday celebration. On 14 October, I and my study partners visited our patient for the Patient Study assignment. Then, I submitted my proposal of my choice of topic for the SSC assignment on 18 October. On 19 October, I started creating the notes for AS Level Physics, Chemistry and Biology based on the 2016-2018 syllabus, after receiving numerous requests from my blog readers. I finished creating the notes and uploaded them to this blog on 22 October. On 23 October, I was informed by my lecturer that my proposal for the SSC had been approved.

Around that time, I was thinking back of Stage 1 and I realised that I had not obtained excellent results in examinations ever since the Stage 1 Progress 1 in November 2014. I felt sad about it and as a result I set myself the target of getting at least 80% for the Stage 2 Progress 1 examination. To achieve it, I decided to start revising very early. This got me out of my holiday mood. I began my revision for the Progress 1 examination on 26 October. On 28 October, I and my study partners followed our patient to visit his GP as part of the Patient Study assignment. We had to skip a few lectures in the morning for that. After returning to NUMed, I was very tired, causing me to fall asleep for a few minutes during a lecture. One of my friend took a photo of me sleeping and sent it to our WhatsApp group with the words 'Thug Life'. On that afternoon, there was a formative anatomy practical test. I and my friends decided to not write our names on our answer sheets, instead we all wrote someone's name. However, our lecturers were upset when they knew about that. They said that if we didn't want to write our actual names, we could use our initials, but we should not use another student's name. We eventually apologised to our lecturers over this incident.

November 2015:

Throughout November, I was doing revision for the Progress 1 examination. A large proportion of TSM is anatomy, which was my weak point at that time. Therefore, I put in more effort to revise anatomy in greater detail. Soon, I began to feel that anatomy isn't that difficult actually. Because there was still a long time until the Progress 1, I did not study very long hours every day, so I was not too stressed. Earlier, I had planned to do a part of the Patient Study and SSC assignments in November. However, I changed the plan and decided to do the assignments only after the Progress 1, because I wanted to focus on revising for the Progress 1 and there would still be a lot of time to do the assignments after the Progress 1. On 13 November, I and my study partners carried out our 3rd visit to our patient for the Patient Study assignment.

December 2015:

In early December, I started feeling more stressed and I revised longer hours daily, because the Progress 1 examination was approaching. On 4 December, there was a cultural fest at NUMed and I attended it for the first time. The fest presented several cultures, particularly food and games, from different parts of the world. It was quite interesting. I and my study partners carried out our 4th visit to our Patient Study patient on 5 December. On 10 December, it was the 1st Hospital Visit for Stage 2. We went to Hospital Sultan Ismail. At the hospital, I and one of my friend clerked 2 patients. We also had a discussion and conversation with our Stage 3 seniors. Then on 14 December, I and my friends visited Diabetes Malaysia at Hospital Sultanah Aminah as part of the Patient Study assignment. The 2nd formative anatomy practical test was on 17 December. This time, I and my friends wrote the initials of our names on the answer sheets.

The winter break started on 19 December and it lasted for 3 weeks. The break used to last for 4 weeks in the previous years, but it was shortened to 3 weeks for this year. I could not enjoy the winter break at all, due to the fact that the Progress 1 examination would be immediately after the break and I had to revise for the examination during the break. This is something that I really dislike, because I think that breaks should be for students to rest and relax. Unfortunately, many students preferred to have the break to study, which was why NUMed scheduled the Progress 1 after the break. My parents fetched me back to Subang Jaya on 20 December. I had dinner with my Taylor's College friends on 22 December. Then, I had lunch with them again on 23 December. On 26 December, I went to Kulim for 1 week. During that time, I was very busy revising for the Progress 1 and I felt very stressed.

January 2016:

On 2 January, I returned to Subang Jaya. I met one of my Taylor's College friend again on 7 January. We watched the Hong Kong movie Anniversary at GSC Cinema in IOI Mall, Puchong. Then, my parents drove me back to Bukit Indah on 8 January. On 11 and 12 January, it was the Progress 1 examination. The examination questions were very difficult because they tested on a lot of fine details, some of which I did not pay attention to during my revision. As a result, I could not answer well in the examination despite having done a lot of revision. After the Progress 1 ended, there were about another 2 weeks of break. I relaxed for a few days before starting the Patient Study assignment. On 14 January, I and my friends went to Cat's Cafe in Johor Bahru for lunch. I drove my friends there. In the cafe, there were many cats walking around. They were very cute and were always kept clean by the staffs. It was truly an interesting experience. I and my study partners visited our Patient Study patient for the final time on 16 January.

On 17 January, I started writing the Patient Study assignment. This assignment is similar to the Family Study assignment in Stage 1. I had to write a report based on the information gathered when I and my study partners visited our patient previously. I referred to the assignments done by my seniors as a guide. Most students wrote the assignment by dividing it into several subheadings. However, I wrote the assignment as a single continuous essay because I preferred it this way. Just like what I had expected earlier, the Patient Study was not difficult and I did not feel stressed doing it. On 18 January, the results for the Progress 1 examination was released. My score was 71.86%. Although I did not reach my target of 80%, I was still happy because it was still a good score and there was a slight improvement compared to the Stage 1 Progress 3 examination. The 2nd semester of Stage 2 began on 26 January. For this semester, I would be studying Clinical Sciences and Investigative Medicine (CSIM) which comprises pathology, immunology and microbiology. The lecturers told us that CSIM would be quite difficult.

February 2016:

The deadline for the Patient Study assignment was on 12 February. However, I had completed and submitted the assignment on 5 February. With this, I could celebrate Chinese New Year without having to worry about the assignment. This was the first time where I submitted an assignment before its deadline. The Chinese New Year was on 8 February. NUMed had 4 days of holidays from 6 to 9 February. I decided to skip classes on 10 to 12 February so that I could have one whole week of holidays. On 6 February, I took a flight back to Subang Jaya. I flew by Malaysia Airlines and it was the first time I flew alone. Then, I and my parents went to Kulim on 7 February to celebrate Chinese New Year. My cousins' family also went to Kulim and we all stayed in my grandparents' house. It was an interesting Chinese New Year. I and my parents returned to Subang Jaya on 11 February, then my parents drove me back to Bukit Indah on 12 February.

I relaxed for a few days before I started writing the Student Selected Component (SSC) Literature Review on 15 February. This assignment is similar to the Critical Appraisal and Literature Review assignment in Stage 1. I had to find relevant articles for the title I chose, then write a review of the articles followed by a conclusion. I again referred to my seniors' assignments as a guide. Contrary to my expectation earlier, I did not find this assignment difficult or stressful. Unlike the Stage 1 Critical Appraisal and Literature Review, this assignment was not boring because I chose the topic that I was interested in. On 18 February, there was a wet teaching session on microbiology. We had the opportunity to produce bacteria cultures and look at specimen of bacteria using microscope. On 24 February, when I was sleeping, I had 3 strange dreams. The 1st was about me trying to find a burger shop in SS2, the 2nd was about me and my cousins going to Pakistan for holidays while the 3rd was about me experiencing ear pain while taking a submarine ride.

March 2016:

The deadline of the SSC Literature Review was on 10 March. By 6 March, I had largely finished writing the assignment. Then, I submitted it on 9 March ahead of its deadline. I decided to fully relax for 2 weeks before I start revising for the Progress 2 examination. There was a solar eclipse on 9 March. Strangely, the sun seemed to look normal, except that the sky was not as bright as usual. I sent my Acer laptop for repair at the service centre in AEON Bukit Indah on 10 March because it broke down shortly after I completed the assignment. I was told that the hard disk was damaged so it had to be replaced. Therefore, I would lose all personal data and programs in my laptop. Luckily, I had backed up my personal data to the cloud. On 14 March, my laptop was ready and I went to collect it. After that, I started reinstalling the important programs on my laptop.

On 15 March, it was the 2nd Hospital Visit for Stage 2. Once again, we went to Hospital Sultan Ismail to clerk patients. On 17 March, I had an outing with my friends. We had lunch at Indian Kitchen which is located not far away from NUMed. After that, we went to Puteri Harbour. There, we had desserts at Starbucks. We took a look at Jen Hotel, where the NUMed Prom Night would be held in the following month. When we came across a Toy'R'us store, we decided a get a toy car for every one of us as a symbol and memory of our friendship. This outing with my friends was really interesting. I went to Columbia Asia Hospital on 18 March to get vaccination for chickenpox which is compulsory for all medical students. This was arranged by NUMed because my health report showed that I was not vaccinated against chickenpox.

On 20 March, I played the video game Braid and successfully completed all levels for the first time, with the help of a walkthrough on the internet. On 21 March, my HTC One E8 mobile phone received the upgrade to Android Marshmallow, which I had been waiting for months. Later on that night, I watched the launch of the iPhone SE and 9.7 inch iPad Pro live online. My 21th birthday was on 23 March 2016. Many of my friends wished me through the internet. I had dinner at Nando's which is my favourite restaurant, then I had cake at Secret Recipe. On 24 March, I decided to create a 2nd Facebook account specifically for keeping in touch with my close friends, while my 1st Facebook account would still continue to be in use. NUMed had an Easter break which started on 26 March and lasted for 2 weeks. On 26 March, I took a flight back to Subang Jaya. I flew by Firefly this time. My parents then drove me to Kulim on 27 March. At that time, I started revising for the Progress 2 examination which would be in May. However, as I was in holiday mood, I did not put my full attention in the revision.

April 2016:

On 2 April, my cousins came to Kulim. On that night, I watched the movies Bad Neighbours and Interstellar with my cousins. Then on 3 April, my parents drove me back to Subang Jaya. However, in the journey my father's car broke down due to a problem with the alternator. Luckily, that happened when we were at Tapah rest area. We called a tow truck and had to wait hours for it to arrive. We then sat the tow truck to Subang Jaya. On 5 April, I met up with one of my Taylor's College friend. We went to watch Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice at GSC Cinema in IOI Mall, Puchong. I flew back to Bukit Indah on 9 April. NUMed reopened on 11 April. On that day, the results for the Patient Study assignment was released. My score was 37/50 for Skills and 38/50 for Knowledge. Although not as good compared to the Stage 1 Family Study, it was still a good score and I was quite satisfied. At that time, I started preparing for the Student Selected Component (SSC) Oral Presentation, so I temporarily stopped my revision for the Progress 2 examination. For the oral presentation, I had to present on a topic of my choice using PowerPoint slides.

On 15 April, it was the NUMed Prom Night which was held at Jen Hotel, Puteri Harbour. I drove one of my friend there. When I arrived there, the prom night had not yet started so I walked around the hotel. Many Stage 2 students and some lecturers attended the prom night. 7 out of 10 of my group mates attended it. I was in the same table as many of my friends. During the prom night, food was served and there were many performances on the stage. The food was quite tasty and the performances were interesting to watch. There were also lucky draws, but unfortunately I did not win any of them. Towards the end of the prom night, I and my friends began taking photographs. I took group photos with my group mates and with my friends who sat in the same table. I also took two-person photos with many of my friends. There was also a dance but I did not take part as I do not know how to dance. We spent more than an hour taking photographs before leaving. The prom night was really interesting, especially taking photographs with my friends.

I finished preparing the PowerPoint slides for the SSC Oral Presentation and submitted it on 18 April, one day before its deadline. I practised the oral presentation with my friends quite often at that time. The GP Visit for Stage 2 was on 20 April. I and my group mates went to Klinik Kesihatan Mahmoodiah. There, we observed the patients' consultation with the doctors. On 21 April, it was the SSC Oral Presentation. I performed quite well in the oral presentation, due to the fact that I had practised a lot. I felt that this was the easiest assessment in Stage 2. After that, I relaxed for a few days. I went to Columbia Asia Hospital on 22 April to get a booster dose of vaccination for chickenpox. On 25 April, I started my revision for the Progress 2 examination. I had forgotten most of what I had revised a few weeks earlier since I wasn't revising wholeheartedly, so I needed to revise them again. I expected that the revision would be stressful. There was a formative anatomy practical test on 28 April. That was also the last anatomy session for Stage 2.

May 2016:

On 6 May, it was the last lecture for Stage 2. There was a formative OSCE on 7 May. I performed poorly because I was not well prepared for it. On 9 May, there was a clinical skills revision session. After that, we had a 3 week study break. There was a clinical skills session on knee examination on 20 May. This session should have been scheduled previously before 6 May, but our lecturers forgot about it. This was the final clinical skills session for Stage 2. Throughout May, I was very busy revising for the Progress 2 examination. I had to revise very long hours every day and I felt extremely stressed. There was a lot that I had to revise because the examination would test on both semester 1 and 2 topics. The topics for CSIM were also quite difficult. I was worried that I would not have enough time to finish the revision. To save time, I ate just 2 meals every day, one of the meals being instant noodles. I always longed for the examination to end and for the summer break to begin. I was definitely just hoping to pass Stage 2 and nothing more than that.

On 22 and 23 May, I temporarily stopped my revision for the Progress 2 and I practised the OSCE with my friends at Horizon Residences. The End of Stage OSCE was on 24 May. During the OSCE, I could not perform well in the first few stations, even though I thought that I prepared well for the OSCE. It affected my confidence, causing me to not perform well in the remaining stations too. I felt that I had screwed up the entire OSCE and I was really worried that I would fail it. I was prepared for having to resit the OSCE, but I told myself that I must try my best to pass the Progress 2 examination. After the OSCE, I continued my stressful revision for the Progress 2. The Progress 2 examination was on 31 May and 1 June. It turned out that the Progress 2 was actually not very difficult because the questions were quite direct. After all my hard work, I could answer it reasonably well and I was confident of passing it.

June 2016:

After the Progress 2 examination, it was the summer break which would last about 3 months until 28 August. I could finally relax after more than 1 month of stressful revision. However, I was still quite worried because of the the OSCE. On 2 June, I and my friends went to TGV Cinemas in AEON Bukit Indah to watch X-Men: Apocalypse. My parents drove me back to Subang Jaya on 4 June. I left some of my personal belongings at Horizon Residences because NUMed allowed me to do so with no extra charges. On 8 June, the Stage 2 Pass List was released, along with the results for SSC assignment, Progress 2 and OSCE. I was so nervous that I dared not check the pass list first. Instead, I checked my SSC results first, followed by the Progress 2 and finally the OSCE. For the SSC, my score was 44.5/60 for Skills and 38/50 for Knowledge, while for the Progress 2, I obtained 64.65%. I was quite satisfied with the results. Then, I was so happy to know that I passed the OSCE, though it was really a narrow escape. My percentage was 74.28 while the pass threshold was 73.12, and I failed 3 out of 10 stations which was the maximum allowed. With that, I passed Stage 2 successfully and could continue on to Stage 3. This marked the end of Stage 2.

Conclusion:

Overall, Stage 2 was less interesting compared to Stage 1. I am glad that I no longer had problems with the assignments during Stage 2, unlike in Stage 1. The most stressful thing about Stage 2 was doing revision for the Progress 1 and 2 examinations. My greatest weakness for Stage 2 was the OSCE, which I performed badly and nearly failed. This is definitely something that I need to work to improve on in Stage 3.

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Monday, 12 September 2016

My 2016 summer break

In 2016, I had 3 months of summer break between 1 June 2016 which was the last day of my 2nd year of MBBS course at NUMed and 29 August 2016 which was the start of my 3rd year of MBBS. Several interesting events happened during that 3 months. Here, I am going to write about those events.

Before the break, I was already longing for it to begin. Throughout May 2016, I experienced extreme stress while I was revising for the Progress 2 examination as there was a lot to revise. The break allowed me to fully relax myself after having gone through so stress. This was the last long break in my life. In 2017, my break would be only 1.5 months; in 2018, my break would be only 1 month.


1 June 2016 (Wednesday):
- Completed Paper 2 of Progress 2 examination
- Had dinner at Nando’s, AEON Bukit Indah

2 June 2016 (Thursday):
- Watched X-Men: Apocalypse with my friends at TGV Cinema, AEON Bukit Indah
- Had lunch with my friends at Stonegrill

4 June 2016 (Saturday):
- Went back to Subang Jaya

8 June 2016 (Wednesday):
- Passed 2nd year of MBBS successfully

11 June 2016 (Saturday):
- Went back to Kulim
- Had dinner at Fettes Park, Penang with my parents and grandparents

14 June 2016 (Tuesday):
- Watched Apple WWDC Keynote online

26 June 2016 (Sunday):
- Returned to Subang Jaya
- Had dinner at The Ship with my parents

27 June 2016 (Monday):
- Went to a book fair at One City Mall with my mother
- Learnt new attack strategy for Clash of Clans - GoVaHo

28 June 2016 (Tuesday):
- Uploaded notes for A2 Level Physics based on the 2016 syllabus to this blog

30 June 2016 (Thursday):
- Uploaded notes for A2 Level Chemistry based on the 2016 syllabus to this blog

2 July 2016 (Saturday):
- Had lunch with my friends at Home Made Restaurant, SS15
- Had desserts with my friends at Fatbaby Ice-cream
- Played board games with my friends at Meeples

3 July 2016 (Sunday):
- My 1st Clash of Clans account upgraded to TH10
- Had buffet dinner at Melting Pot, Concorde Hotel with my parents

5 July 2016 (Tuesday):
- Tried to renew my passport but had to give up as there were too many people

6 July 2016 (Wednesday):
- Had lunch with my friends at Archana Curry House, Klang
- Played board games with my friends at Meeples, SS15
- Had dinner at Sri Petaling with my relatives

7 July 2016 (Thursday):
- Had dinner at Red Lobster with my parents

8 July 2016 (Friday):
- Took the LRT for the first time with my mother

9 July 2016 (Saturday):
- Uploaded notes for A2 Level Biology based on the 2016 syllabus to this blog

10 July 2016 (Sunday):
- Had lunch at Yut Kee Kopitiam with my parents

11 July 2016 (Monday):
- Successfully renewed my passport

14 July 2016 (Thursday):
- Had lunch with my friend at Raj’s Banana Leaf, Bangsar
- Went shopping with my friend at Reliance Optical Centre

15 July 2016 (Friday):
- Had dinner at Plan B with my parents

16 July 2016 (Saturday):
- My 2nd Clash of Clans account upgraded to TH9
- Had dinner at Cheras with my family

17 July 2016 (Sunday):
- Had dinner at Pavilion Mall with my family

19 July 2016 (Tuesday):
- Had dinner at Sri Petaling with my relatives

21 July 2016 (Thursday):
- Watched Bad Neighbors (2014) online

22 July 2016 (Friday):
- Went to IPC Mall with my mother
- Met my friend there by chance

25 July 2016 (Monday):
- Uploaded e-books for A Level Mathematics to this blog

29 July 2016 (Friday):
- Updated my Acer laptop to Windows 10 Anniversary Update

30 July 2016 (Saturday):
- Had lunch at Nandos, USJ Taipan with my mother

3 August 2016 (Wednesday):
- Went to a sports fair at USJ 19 Mall with my mother

5 August 2016 (Friday):
- Had dinner at Fatty Crab Restaurant with my parents

6 August 2016 (Saturday):
- Attended my grandfather’s birthday dinner in Penang
- Went back to Kulim

8 August 2016 (Monday):
- Joined NUMed confession page

11 August 2016 (Thursday):
- Reached Arena 7 in Clash Royale

12 August 2016 (Friday):
- NUMed confession page was shut down

14 August 2016 (Sunday):
- Retuned to Subang Jaya
- Had dinner at The Ship with my parents

17 August 2016 (Wednesday):
- Watched Captain America: Civil War online

18 August 2016 (Thursday):
- Created a fixed deposit account at my bank

19 August 2016 (Friday):
- Had dinner at Morganfield’s with my parents

17 August (Wednesday) – 21 August 2016 (Sunday):
- Watched Rio 2016 Olympics

24 August 2016 (Wednesday):
- Watched Nerve movie with my friend at GSC Cinema, NU Sentral
- Had dinner with my friend at Chili Espresso

27 August 2016 (Saturday):
- Played badminton with my friends at Taman Megah Badminton Hall
- Had lunch with my friends at Ming Tien Food Court
- Had dinner at Fuego, Troika Sky Dining with my parents

28 August 2016 (Sunday):
- Moved into Horizon Residences

29 August 2016 (Monday):
- Began 3rd year of MBBS at NUMed


If you find this interesting, you may want to read this too:
https://www.daniellimjj.com/2016/08/the-4-eventful-months-after-my-1st-year.html

Friday, 26 August 2016

My 2015 summer break

In 2015, I had 4 months of summer break between 27 May 2015 which was the last day of my 1st year of MBBS course at NUMed and 29 September 2015 which was the start of my 2nd year of MBBS. Several interesting events happened during that 4 months. Here, I am going to write about those events.


27 May 2015 (Wednesday):
- Had lunch with my house mates
- Sat for Paper 2 of Progress 3 examination
- Had dinner at Nandos in AEON Bukit Indah

30 May 2015 (Saturday):
- Went back to Subang Jaya

1 June 2015 (Sunday):
- Had dinner at Burger Factory in SS15 with my parents and grandparents

3 June 2015 (Wednesday):
- My Clash of Clans Town Hall upgraded to level 9

4 June 2015 (Thursday):
- Passed 1st year of MBBS course at NUMed Malaysia

6 June 2015 (Saturday):
- Went back to Kulim

7 June 2015 (Sunday):
- Collected my SPM 2013 certificate at Kedah State Education Department in Alor Star
- My cousins came to Kulim

8 June 2015 (Monday):
- Had a food trip to Penang with my family
- Visited Snake Temple in Penang
- Watched Fast and Furious 7 at home with my cousins

9 June 2015 (Tuesday):
- Watched The Avengers: Age of Ultron at home with my cousins

28 June 2015 (Sunday):
- Returned to Subang Jaya

29 June 2015 (Monday):
- Had dinner at Thai Thai Restaurant in Sunway Pyramid with my friends

4 July 2015 (Saturday):
- Watched Terminator Genisys at GSC Cinema in IOI Mall with my friends
- Had dinner at Sakae Sushi with my friends

5 July 2015 (Sunday):
- Had dinner at Souled Out in Sri Hartamas with my parents

8 July 2015 (Wednesday):
- Spent time at Taylor’s College

9 July 2015 (Thursday):
- Attended my relative’s wedding

11 July 2015 (Saturday):
- Had a weird dream which seemed to remind me about the importance of my family

12 July 2015 (Sunday):
- Had lunch at Yut Kee Kopitiam with my parents
- My all Dragons strategy in Clash of Clans no longer effective
- Had dinner at Fatty Crab Restaurant with my parents

16 July 2015 (Thursday):
- Had lunch at Sri Ganapathy Mess with my friends
- Had desserts at Weng Kee with my friends

17 July 2015 (Friday):
- Had dinner at KLCC with my family

18 July 2015 (Saturday):
- Had lunch at KLCC with my family
- Watched Ant-Man at GSC Cinema in IOI Mall with my friends
- Learnt new strategies in Clash of Clans: GoWiPe and GoWiWi

19 July 2015 (Sunday):
- Completed Escape Room challenge at Berjaya Times Square with my cousins
- Had lunch at Pavilion Mall with my family
- Had dinner in Sri Petaling with my family

24 July 2015 (Friday):
- Tested Windows 10 in virtual machine

25 July 2015 (Saturday):
- Upgraded my Acer laptop to Windows 10

26 July 2015 (Sunday):
- Went to Ipoh with my parents
- Had dinner at The Ship with my parents

30 July 2015 (Thursday):
- Spent time at Taylor’s College
- Met one of my friend at college

31 July 2015 (Friday):
- Obtained my Competent Driving License

6 August 2015 (Thursday):
- Spent time at Taylor’s College

9 August 2015 (Sunday):
- Went to Penang with my parents
- Went back to Kulim

12 August 2015 (Wednesday):
- My uncle came to Kulim

13 August 2015 (Thursday):
- Went to Sungai Petani with my grandparents and uncle

15 August 2015 (Saturday):
- My parents came to Kulim
- Attended my grandfather’s birthday dinner in Penang

23 August 2015 (Sunday):
- Returned to Subang Jaya

29 August 2015 (Saturday):
- Had lunch at Shukaku Shabu-Shabu with my friends
- Had desserts at Fruity Bakery with my friends
- Attended the 1st birthday celebration of my mother’s friend’s granddaughter

4 September 2015 (Friday):
- Had dinner at Tony Roma’s in Citta Mall with my parents

10 September 2015 (Thursday):
- Watched Apple Hey Siri event online

11 September 2015 (Friday):
- Joined my friend’s birthday celebration at Fa-Ying by Rama V in Paradigm Mall

13 September 2015 (Sunday):
- Bought 16GB SD card for my HTC One E8 phone
- Had dinner at Fatty Crab Restaurant with my parents

17 September 2015 (Thursday):
- Upgraded my iPad Air to iOS 9

19 September 2015 (Saturday):
- Had dinner at Souled Out in Sri Hartamas with my parents

20 September 2015 (Sunday):
- Had lunch at Face to Face Noodle House in SS15 with my friends
- Played board games at Meeples with my friends

24 September 2015 (Thursday):
- Attended my father’s friend’s Hari Raya Haji open house

25 September 2015 (Friday):
- Had dinner at Bubba Gump in Sunway Pyramid with my parents

26 September 2015 (Saturday):
- Moved into Horizon Residences

27 September 2015 (Sunday):
- Had dinner with my house mates

29 September 2015 (Tuesday):
- Began 2nd year of MBBS course at NUMed Malaysia


If you find this interesting, you may want to read this too:
https://www.daniellimjj.com/2016/09/the-3-eventful-months-after-my-2nd-year.html